please pray sisters

Were sisters now so we have to share stuff right? Well i'm not doing well in my spiritual life. i'm so confused with God. i guess because what i'm praying He just keeps answering "Wait" and i'm not good at waiting. And i keep asking him why but its just not being answered. i know he doesn't always answer right away. What am i doing wrong that i'm not hearing from him? There are so many things i want or i wish i could do something about. Like i'm not good at anything. I don't have a special talent that i'm good at. And i find something i like but God closes those doors so i'm left with nothing. And i know i'm beautiful in God's eyes but sometimes i look at myself and i see a not so pretty person. But that is just the devil shooting me with lies and i know that but the thoughts wont go away. As my sisters i ask you to pray for me in these areas. I'm just having a hard time with it right now. Luv ya'll!