Monday, December 27, 2010

prayer

So i haven't been here in awhile. i read the recent blogs...and WOW!!!!
I just wanted to ask for prayer.Recently i went through a tough situation. something that was "rumored" ,at MI this past summer, that my sister was going to do finally almost took play a few weeks ago. in the beginning i didn't know what to think. i wanted to blame myself for alot of it. then i learned the true reasons behind it all. my sister didn't want to be like my mom....she didn't want that life...but she believed that my moms life ....well she was doomed to grow up and have that life....so she decided...
My sister was sent somewhere safe after passing notes of her decision and teachers "catching" them,the school resource officer sent her. There at first my sister didn't want to be there....i mean who would want to be somewhere they were forced to be? but by the 3rd or fourth day of being there....my sister had her color back.
These past few weeks have been hard. With that and everything else i have had to go through...sometimes i just want to give up. My dads job is to protect us....so he's taking those steps.....but at this point those steps haven't really been helpful.
i ask for prayer for forgiveness, healing,patience,peace and unconditional love. pray for protection and for Gods will to be done....and for me to be satisfied with his will.
Merry Christmas girls...and i'll see u guys wen i get bak from TN!